perle_rouge: (jaeread)
I would gladly slap myself right now.

We met at SMNE with the purpose of delivering him his Merlin dvds and have an experience of Kingdom Hearts 3D, and maybe update each other a little. Well, what happened was something beyond that.

As I was texting him while going down the escalator, he purposely walked past me and was about to go up the other escalator if I didn't tug on his yellow shirt. I always forget how tall he is. Damn.

So we met, ate at Manang's and talk about anything we could think of. I also played with his NDS after we ate. Took us about 2 hours there then decided to look for BDO to finally pay me.

I told myself, "I will maximize this free day. I swear."

We ended up going around the mall a little, then went to the supermarket to buy his fresh milk cartons *_* Teasingly, I told him I wanted to have a drink. He refused to join me coz he still have class the next day. I convinced him at least to just tag along while I drink a bottle or two, that he doesn't have to drink. I just need alcohol badly (especially at that very moment). We went out to Sky Garden and hit the usual bar and ordered for one...two...three bottles each.

What did we talk about? Anything and everything under the gloomy night, but amidst all the things we thought of, I couldn't ask him about her. I just couldn't.

For all that's worth, at least, we enjoyed the night talking, laughing, floating under the influence. I just have snap out of my trance while staring at him while leaning back and laughing heartily with a glass of T. Ice on his hand.

Sweet torture.

this fool

Jul. 9th, 2012 08:01 pm
perle_rouge: (jaebed)
i know i said i'll be happy just to see you again, that i'll be okay with us being friends. but now that we're back from where we left off, i can't help but feel these emotions again. you don't expect me to just forget about everything right? it's not that easy. you know it from experience too. so please don't expect me to feel nothing every time i see you.

and then i see you going head over heels so passionately for someone. you begin to pour out your emotions in such a beautiful arrangement of words that i can't help but feel jealous of her. how she brings out the best in you without even her knowing. and here i am, witnessing all of it, wishing it was me instead.
perle_rouge: (jaebed)

it's been a while since i wrote here. 

a lot of things have happened; a lot of memories made and a lot of feelings involved. 
i don't even know where to start. 

it's hard to keep on denying something that is quite obvious. 
you'll end up finding yourself giving up and giving in anyway.

i'll probably just enjoy it while it lasts...

perle_rouge: (jaecam)

had a really fun day with my daughters and dongsaengs yesterday at megamall. ^^ 

the endless spazz, the uncontrollable reactions and comments, the arcade, the food (minfood never fails!), the SMEs (Sariling Mundo Episodes), the shipping, the on-cue singing, 

and of course, the Krispy Kreme! 
i love you my pabo dongsaengs! <3

perle_rouge: (mingeek)
it's been a while since i had my spider senses tingling. hahaha

it kinda sucks though, i'm good at sensing other people's vibes
but i can't sense my own.

i have always been in my 'numb' situation for the past 5 years of
trying to feel my significant other half.


will we ever cross each other's paths?
perle_rouge: (jaecam)

old faces. new faces. 
same passion. 

i was glad to be myself on this day. no bars held. no limitations. 

thank you for this family i found in all of you, my CassPH. 


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