Jul. 9th, 2012

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so i'm back writing again here. and from where i left off... well, good thing it was a positive one.

on to the next chapter of my life i guess.

THE WORKING DUDE ARC. haha.

when i arrived from the US after a month of vacation, i immediately applied for a job at ABSCBN as a catalog writer. luckily, i got the job after 3 excruciating exams and a full house panel interview. thank God i landed a job! these few days I've been working on the pre-employment stuff: SSS, TIN, police clearance, medical etc. and i'll be working full-time on august 1. until then, my life is still on vacation mode. well, technically.

the family has been undergoing a lot of problems lately and i don't want to delve into those things anymore. the thing is, due to these problems, every action of mine is greatly affected. i can't really go out. i can't enjoy life as much as i can. pretty depressing and frustrating at the same time. i have to make an excuse to go out though.

I NEED TO GO OUT AND SEE THE WORLD AGAIN.

this fool

Jul. 9th, 2012 08:01 pm
perle_rouge: (jaebed)
i know i said i'll be happy just to see you again, that i'll be okay with us being friends. but now that we're back from where we left off, i can't help but feel these emotions again. you don't expect me to just forget about everything right? it's not that easy. you know it from experience too. so please don't expect me to feel nothing every time i see you.

and then i see you going head over heels so passionately for someone. you begin to pour out your emotions in such a beautiful arrangement of words that i can't help but feel jealous of her. how she brings out the best in you without even her knowing. and here i am, witnessing all of it, wishing it was me instead.

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