my drama sequence

i know i said i'll be happy just to see you again, that i'll be okay with us being friends. but now that we're back from where we left off, i can't help but feel these emotions again. you don't expect me to just forget about everything right? it's not that easy. you know it from experience too. so please don't expect me to feel nothing every time i see you.

and then i see you going head over heels so passionately for someone. you begin to pour out your emotions in such a beautiful arrangement of words that i can't help but feel jealous of her. how she brings out the best in you without even her knowing. and here i am, witnessing all of it, wishing it was me instead.