my drama sequence

 that knowing look in his eyes
before we hugged each other...

"i know, and i'm sorry..."

i should be happy that i was one of the people he said goodbye to. 
but...why now? why the sudden distance? 

when i'm okay with the "still friends" treatment that i'm getting. 

i'm totally okay...compared to the sudden decision of leaving me, leaving us in the air.

help me understand.